The Veil: ______my desire.

i always seem to take very long to update.
guess i dun really wan to publicize myself unless i really am very in the mood.
so to inform any ppl who haven got the much-publicized news.
i've got into leisure and resort management course in temasek poly.
i'm very much eagerly anticipating the start of school.
ROARRRR! haha.
and since i've much time.
i have been regularly going back to ahsjab.
e fri CCAs. e trngs. e camp. e debriefings.
and actually i realized i am most happy in ahsjab.
i love the times inside.
no matter the past.the present.whatsoever.
i have no misgivings about giving my time and committing to this aspect of my life.
i have no concrete reasons.
i guess it wld just be because i am the most natural-self when i am inside.
i do not worry about criticisms.
thus actually when gina or wanling they all actually ask if boon and i have no life or are we too free thus we go back so often, i was actually thinking to myself no.
i have other commitments too.
God. my friends. my passions. my part-time job.
it is just that i feel the laughters inside are the most natural i've heard in my whole life.ever.
the relationships are so real. so much so at times you feel u could just touch it with your both hands.
perhaps this are the reasons why seniors like hanwei junwei dianfang CC bixia jarrod jovin zhongkai and blah etc. so readily committed in the past.
and furthermore you dun have to worry about diff generations.
for example renice xinyin peiyun xiquan minle boon and me just had dinner at 18 chefs. bixia and boon and xavier and adeline and ws and me will have regular majong sessions.
you will seldom find such situations happening elsewhr.
thus i treasure esp the times i am enjoying now.

But what i am saying doesnt mean i am undermining God.
i trust in Him. i surrender myself to Him. and yes i recognize as the Lord and Saviour of my life.
to be truthful though. my first love in my life will always be AHSJAB.
most of the wonderful-lest memories in my life happened in this aspect of my life.
and to God i will give my best to him as well.

oh ya.i made a fantastic discovery.
try typing your name with another person's and see the number of results that appear.
from there you can see how much you impacted ppl or how much you were impacted.
it can be quite zi-lian though.lol.
try it!

-eager to chiong!