just a post.

lols.
it is 3am in the morn now.
and you ask why am i still not sleeping.
i cant answer though.
theres nothing for me to do.
its probably just my body clock.
its not adjusting.

oh and i stumbled upon ting's blog.
mabbe its not stumbled.
mabbe He wanted me to see it.
reminding me of being thankful for what i am endowed with.
reminding me of whats being and has been bestowed upon me already.
reminding of the small little things in life that i should be really grateful of.
for example. i watched the documentary on central which was on this Indonesian man whom they call the "half man half tree".
its really ______
i dno how to describe but ya.
i continued watching and yes i saw others who were like him in the documentary.
"the bubble man", "elephant-nose man", and co.
all with deformities and struggles.
at the end of the day i could laugh it all off and rmb them as abominations.

but smth that tree-man said struck.
he said" let's dont be sad. its God who made us so."
he did not express himself much.
but i guess wad struck was that they had such bizarre conditions and yet they still trust in Him to heal them of whatever viruses in them.
that takes great faith, i'm telling u.
perhaps my story is in bits and pieces.
but at this hour.
i am a bit delirious.
haha.




i dno if u got my previous post.
i wish u could.

a shallow pool does not mean a lack of treasures.
Its just easier to find them. :)