PRAYERS!!

bring me through all these God.
sometimes i just wish i am really not here.
not involved in these deep shit storms.
insecurity coupled with the resigning to fate and resentment seem to be the seeds sowed in all these brewing storms.
i cant believe the amt of resentment raging in me.
this is just an outlet.
think i will go mad soon without one.
i dont wna mend anything with you.
i am not hurt. period.
it just surprises me how fast people always seems to want to run away from the problem.
y not just uproot the cause of the decay?
"For resentment kills the foolish man,
and jealousy kills the simple. "
let me not be the foolish man.
prayers. bring me thru.

i repeat.
this is just an venting outlet.







let not the acrimony of your profanity
engulf me;
but let me the seek the tranquility
of His soothing whispers.