foodchain.

so i went out with ris boon and song tdy.
we havnt been out tgth for a long time.
yes the four of us.
haha.
it seems so easy to meet up your friends and have a little chat do a lil of catching up.
but no.
its really not so easy at this age.at this time.
makes me sound so old. lol-ed.
anyway. ris sold his manga to this robot-like person for 3 red notes.
i guess its seems like a good deal done.
pool seems like a great sugg. but no tables for us.
bowling was the other alternative. but there was a tournament going on.
so.
we went for a feast at 85.
as in a real feast.
you know the kind where u have the whole table filled up then u start thinking where i am going to put my next dish and cups and how u r going to start eating?
haha.
abit exaggerated. but just a bit. believe me.
as usual. the speed of us finishing is beyond human. haha.
we did the usual stuffs. usual routine of eat talk talk eat. but ya. it was satisfying.
it underlines how underrated friendships are. real friends.

okay. enough about that.
ris was on his blog talking about how some ppl change so much that on the road they do not even greet each other? not even a nod of the head to signal any recognition of the past they shared? so much so that they AVOID?
ok i phrased it more sophosistically.

-maybe it's cause one's just shy since they haven't met in a long time,
-or that one is just trying to move along and forget these past stuff.
-Or that it's just too troublesome.

ris mentioned the above reasons as well and ya i should really confess that i really did avoid someone recently i wanted yet haven seen in a long while cos of the first reason but i assure you its much deeper than that.
i dun really think its the shy factor.
but ya. i just cant face up.
call me a coward. or an escapist. or anything.
i dun seriously care. as long i dun need to talk to that someone. aha.

moving on again. was in a convo with this junhong just now.
he was saying how humans are just like animals.
not much diff.
i wun ask you to agree. but do think it thru.

Are you sitting pretty at the top of the foodchain?
preying on others' weaknesses.
then be wary of ur tail being caught.
:)






我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多泪
那么多莫名的泪水