rushed impatience

rushed impatience.
have you guys felt it ever before?
its more than indescribable. more than an emotion. more than agony.
i am searching for the antidote..
perhaps the surrounding has hastened the rush.

anyway. after writing in to margt.
i feel better.
no link in between the matters though.
just 'cos i like writing something. (in this case typing.)
this blog aint much of a help.
i just cant record down what i really feel nor who i really am.
'cept for some ambiguous thoughts which most cant really relate to as well.
anguish personified.

this is not the blog of an emo.
just a part-time one. (grins)
sentosa outing later!
and yet i have spent another starry night sleepless.
does it sound romantic enough? no i guess. (grins.again.)
told u i am a part-time emo.
aha. i am in no mood or any uploading of photos.

oh i am a big fan of the sun.
caress me sunshine!
now a sound like a poetic psycho. or psychotic poet? (grins. once again.)





as lightning bolts streaked across the sky.
i wondered aloud.