Desire

means either a



or a


for now. momentarily.
desperately need a music player man.
but heck. these 'apples' are too expensive to chew on.
haha.
unless i spot cheap deals at simlim or funan.
cross my fingers. u do the same too ya?

went with disgrp for dinner at 85.
usual fare. simple talk. chatty selves. flooding memories.
sums it all up huh.
but no. there is always an added element of something special which keeps us together.
no.no. not the half-bareback bud jiemin was wearing.haha.
not the blackblack thingy huiyin drew on her eyes too. lol.

then the sok who always seems to click so easily like a "boon" shared the same craving for something yellow after dinner with me!
guess what's it.

Banana?

NOPE.


What about mango?


Nah.

Ahhh. i know must be...

absolutely! its just durian.
haha.

yesyes. i know i am ridiculously nonsensical.
but what-to-do? this is kokkeng.

but some just dont share the love for durians huh. apparently. haha.

went home. but not without some stinky funny incident about a burp unleashing fragrance smelling of durians through the cabin. resulting in ppl holding their breath.

thenthen. it comes as no surprise for someone like me who has no discipline that stayed up till 5 before going to some ulu place to "sweep tomb??" with only 1 hr slp in between.
went with parents and this uncle of mine who gave us a ride.
Some stuffs and words stirred up issues within me and set me thinking. awake instantly.
for the mass majority of my family and myself who have such differences in religious views.
what's gonna happen if (touchwood) someone close pass away.
i seriously cant imagine man.
though several scenerios surfaced.
but i cant bear to let them stick.

heck. let me get some hours of shuteye first.
maybe God will gimme some needed answers. :)

Currently Listening: Lost Highway- Bon Jovi