Reality check

could be like a slap in the face.
or a blow to the guts.
knocking not only the wind out of you.
but squeezing every ounce of hope and life that actually existed.

the most irritating about a reality check is probably like any other check,
it is given to you. In your face.

Enough about that.

Recently it has been cool though with the amount of events coming up like tidal waves.
never giving you a moment to take a breath.
Easter service has been great.
with the usual wonderful drama that deals strong impact.
plus. Joe and Raymond actually came and attended!
truly wonderful. they both enjoyed i guess. :)

And of course.
JIE MIN'S BIRTHDAY!!
Happy belated here ya?
though i have said plenty and plenty of times already. haha.
Gotto go on record here to say that you have been a great budd. (not butt.)
've been around to listen, to crap, to play, to attend church with.
though we aren't the kind of friends that would go shopping tgth, sharing the most inner stuffs we have, or whatever else BFFs does,
we do share something that gel us tgth till this day ya? (hopefully not the " kou hua hua " part huh.)
Definitely hope and pray that we will still get to celeb many of your birthdays tgth in years to come! and overcome your PO!

Class BBQ is coming up.
Orientation is coming up.
School is starting.
Soccer season is coming to an end.
Friends like harris weisong boonkai shyanglong going into army.
Its little wonder why there is the existence of anti-depression pills.

Alright i'm joking about the pills.
Thats just for del and mell since they say i have a gift for exaggeration.

What do you do when you encounter a brick of wall?
knock it down? Climb over it? or simply choose the answer which is in plain sight for all to see?

Currently Listening: the trains of thoughts in my mind - Kok