Freaking murdurous.

my present state of mind.

now i totally understand why people spend a fortune calling hotlines talking to strangers, pouring out their troubles and all. (not that i called before.)
perhaps it could be due to the fact that they have no friends.

or rather, it could be just that its so easy telling these stuffs to unrelated people who are so not judgmental.

this way, nothing would be withheld without any tinge of guilt nor worries.