The Veil

July 11, 2007

yea baby!

seriously there is some emptiness in all of us..
some use religion to fill it up, some use family warmth, some have got their mugging..while others got their tv..games..and wadever there is..
and as i learned frm gp today..this is simply down to the need and desires for activities to release their boundless energy..
haha..
wadever it is..
i tink more ppl are coming back to sj due to e lack of activities in their lives which cannot fulfill their emptiness..
bud this might not be a bad thingy..
lol..
aniwae today ris boon ws and i went baq to ahs fer the NDP training fer sj ppl la..of cos we r there to train la..not kena training..saw yiyang annchi jon the ec-OC as well..quite a crowd..haha..
yepp..
den actually realised that the juniors fer their lack of really good footdrills or firstaid knowledge..
they have eally quite fantastic attitude and enthusiasm..
yup..
and that even after training they will still gather as a squad and crap arnd..enjoy times tgth like a family..
and dats wads sj is about eh..
giving u a sense of belonging and family warmth..(seriously i doubt anyone reading dis will actually like care??)
lol..ya..
after seeing the juniors imporved after a session of training..i was seriously impacted by the fact that a small little amount of time and energy spent could really helped some a lot..( again this is just a crappy entry, i m reminding whoever is reading this..)
ya but wad i wanna sae is dat perhaps somethings realli dun need us..we need them..
lyka moral of the story.. =)
oh ya..
last of the post..
my church usher team IC actually msg me tdy to ask me abt one gd thing i wanna thank God fer..
jus wanna really sae a big thank you fer the frens arnd me..
ALL of U guys have been a great blessing!!=)
Thanks Lord..!



pretending to move on??

July 09, 2007

like a new man

hey guys..
hmm gt back mi econs result..it is a c..
not satisfied but at least it is a pass..
could have easily been an A..lol
but wadever..
hmmm..
turns out i din manage to finish my geog project as i fell asleep..
screwed..
bud ya..
dis jus a random post..=))
keep urselves happy..
weekend how i wish is tml..=))



it is no longer burning fer u..
u hear me??

July 08, 2007

happy weekend moments

for e first tyme in a long long while i realli felt happy..
as in like frm deep within..
lol..
as if it gives u unlimited energy..
haha..
dis isnt another emo entry yet again la..
erm..
had been anticipating dis weekend fer a long long tyme le..
fri was good except fer e chem results..
which seriously dampened my spirits..
but after dat was going back to anglican fer sj cca jus to c e guys and juniors..
den 1hr of soccer session and den cellgrp! =)
e msg was simple but i guessed it touched my heart..=)
i m serious..
den went out with ris and ws and loiter arnd bedok area..
sat came and i went fer service..
i served ministry which i nvr in a long long tyme as well..
bud it feels gd serving e Lord la..after service we celeberated Bro Ian burfdae..
God bless e Man o God!
den rushed down fer housevisit at competition teams' houses..
went to wanling's house and adeline's house..
few seniors bud seriously quite fruitful and it ended happily i guessed..
ris and ws den ton at my hse..morn went fer a mentally cum physically tiring 4.3km jog and Pt at bedok reservoir..even though fer half of the jog..=)
den rushed down to Guangyang pri fer e competition..
was tiring to buy e food and find a location to let arnd 50 ppl gather and celebrate..
bud it was worth it..
we won 3 national championships out of 4 in e comp and wow even though i was busy buying stuffs and did not manage to see anything..including the prize presentation..
i felt and shared their joy and happiness..
=))
den we ate and played smth like a captain toilet roll..=)
it was like back in the past..felt like a family once more..
=) but tml monday everything will be back to normal..or rather back to hell..
haha..
wadever it is i realli enjoyed these few days..and yes i m so gna record it down..
ya gna start on my geog hmk! seeya guys. =))))


it feels so good to be a matchmaker..
no wonder in stories..
matchmakers r always smiling..=)
i seriously hope e imba fairytale will come true..

July 07, 2007

wad a feeling

wad a feeling..
e past few days have been realli dramatic..
yep..
any way comments like no pain no gain
ask and u will recieve
sacrfices....
they have really affected me yep..
bud really life goes on la...
after church service tdy will be e house visiting den tml will be sj N comp
seriously hope dey will do well..
lol..
carry on the legacy ma..
=) cliche but sincere
haven do well fer mids...
serious failing involved ya noe
bud will really do some consistent listening in class and work frm now on..
dis very first setback in jc life has realli given me a wake up call..
life is not like a bed of roses like in a fairytale afterall... :):):)
God bless everyone! =)