mugging

for a better fri. :)

now. now. now.
cant believe what procrastination did to me.
now i am suffering.
staying up in the middle of the night.
at some donkey wee hours.
looking at some random notes.

haha.
i am always doing this huh.
anyway.
went for yukiyaki with jm py del angel just now.
and talking about cause and effect.
now due to some uncooked food i sloshed down my throat mindlessly (despite del's advice)
i am suffering from a case of food poisoning.
running to the toilet countless times when i haven really progress in my mugging.

If i were a kid, i wld probably pray to God to send a fairy to me to help wash my stomach.
HELP!!!
haha. though i am not exactly able to muster a smile.

cheerios! to my procrastination.
HA! at my stupidity.



The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

The night...

artistry prevailed.

Barcelona F.C. conquered Europe!
dont get me wrong here.
i didnt switch allegiance.
Liverpool still runs in my blood. :)

However given the style and substance which barcelona possesses, it must be every neutral's favourite team with the flair they carry.

Actually what pleases me most is that they beat man u.
highly satisfactory to see their humbled faces and their resigned postures.
HELLYEAH!

let the pictures tell you the story at the end of this post then.

cant believe this is the end of another footballing season.
which actually alr marks almost the start of june and that means half the year is gone.
i have lots of resolutions not completed yet? or left untouched?
terrible.
as much as i cant wait to have this sem over and done with, i just cant comprehend the mystery of time man.
totally speeding ahead without me?
or is it that i am just not catching up.

nah. i got to make up for lost time.

anyways. i haven been catching movies man.
angels and demons. night at the meusum.......
darn.

anyway.
i have been getting weird dreams too.
seriously what the bird...

A squad brimming with unbelievable talents.

Champions!

Cometh the hour, cometh the man. Couldnt be more true for Pep Guardiola. :)

Spain Chick! Or rather a Catalan one!

Icing on the cake!! :))

A Place in This World - Taylor Swift

letting down

myself. that is.

haha.
anyway there is this random thought on my mind for the whole of today.
if i could actually rewind my life.
i would probably strive and work towards becoming a doctor.
hellyeah. i would be one.
but now abit too late ah.

aha.
and i cant wait till the next driving lesson.
in fact i cant wait to get my license.

i think my mind is always overloaded with i-dont-know-what during school term man.
makes me feel panicky and jumpy.
i hate it.

and i still love B.E.
:)

V.S.

Light up the Sky - Yellowcard

I just hate sundays.

i've got no love for them since 3764r235809123 hours when i was first born.
they represent:
- dawn of a new school week
- a rubbish day
- no tv shows day
- i dont know. they are just plain hateful.

i cant sit around and do nothing.
no. i am not that type of persona.
no. i cant seem to do work on a Sunday either.
my engine just cant seem to be revved up.
argh.
there is just this terrible negative force of energy building up within me for the whole of tdy.
which i cant point a finger to.
ugh. ugh. ugh.

anyway. i just watched dark knight.
bet it contributed to that negative thingy.
but hell. it was as good as anything.
joker. an enigma. to me at least.
a nutcase?
probably not when he had such mechanics of logic and wits turning in gears.
a schemer?
probably so, much as he denies it.

but he is most probably just one of us.
like an average trying to prove his mettle.
trying to prove he's not that alone. in his thinking.
trying to fit in a world where regularities seem to rule yet under the calm waters are turbulent, emotions struggling with futile attempts to break out of the facade.

i identify with it.
not him, cos joker just epitomizes it.
and no i am not a nutcase.

but he whom i like most is the insignificant prisoner.
seems like a low-life that wouldnt hesitate to take the world to hell.
and yet. as life would have it, courage and moralities which reside in a world-defined-scum show ed up and taught the self-proclaimed righteous that only a thin line stands in between the two.




enough.
i await with bated breath if Newcastle beats the drop.

Time is running out- Muse

Down?

not quite.
has been a long day.
and i mean tuesday.

started the day with my first driving lesson.
mentally draining man.
clutch brake accelerator handbrake gear.
size up my brain. someone?
haha.
saving grace was that at least i saw YAP SOK SHIN at the cdc.
whoah. thought i wouldnt see her in a long while.
but the world dont revolve around our thoughts huh?
so had lunch tgth and shared.
wonderful!
seems like she is gna be a little entrepreneur soon!
dont forget me. :)

then sch. usual crap and laughters with sales pitch to Nestles and all.
was at jurong west listening to the word of God and allowing His anointing to flow thru me too. (ha.)
therefore i missed my daily rejuvenating run.
crap.
not that i regretted going though.
but i still want my run badly.

so now the 'avid blogger' is stuck in front of the lappie, thinking how wonderful if he can bathe and study for tml's test in under an hour so he could slp early.
to rest his overworked mind and bod.
but then again.
the clock is not spoilt.
shucks.

i want a swim soon. and i want to have dinner at geylang.
haha. random i know.
but i guess i will ask pernyi if he wna go as well.

Guess what.
Breadtalk is breaking into Middle East alr.
Kopitiam's turn soon?
haha.




How does it feel - Avril Lavigne

Refreshed.

back from a run.
total refreshment.
these daily sessions are clearing my hazy mind so efficiently that i am becoming dependent on them. aha.
jogging-addict? damn.
add another illness to my long list. :)

anyway. the shopping trip with mell to get th e birthday stuffs flunked man.
but at least we shared about our past few days huh. and her life.
*wink

heck.
Monday just only passed.




Lost! - coldplay.

My Side.

Fact:
i am pretty much a sucker for relationships.

But whats even more true is though i would probably pursue a continuation of relationships through meet-ups and phone calls after parting ways. i wouldn't got to great lengths to try to keep it up if i dont get any gratification or reprieve.

In short, i am not a sucker for giving all the time.
aha.
pretty crude.
but sums it all up. :)



Song of the day: I am only me when i am with you.

i'm going home.

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Nobody but you.

i am glad i waited and bid my time.
happy in the most layman terms.
i guess relationships are just my kind of stuffs.
make me feels appreciated and all.
never failed
great.

anyway i am coming to terms with all the different commitments rooted in my life now.
finally.
yes.
school. projects. tests. fieldtrips. my own recreational time. driving lessons. church. cell. friends.
for a moment i was doubting how i was gna cope. with all the overloading.
damn. it was not even for a moment. it was a period.
but guess what. just as i thought i wld be gg into overdrive.
i realized that He is much bigger than any storms of mine.
not preaching but hellyea.
He enlarges one's capacity like never before.
transforms one into a bigger giant than before by putting him thru trials.

"Your Grace is enough;
More than i Need"


This is your life.
I am going home.

Lets try again in 2010. (: