The Veil

June 25, 2009

Comfort

is still in Him.

i lost my wallet.
yes. ag***

but no please dont say that word in my face.
true but it is an expletive to me.
why it makes me feel like i have done smth like thousand times over and still unrepentant.
yes. that serious.

anyway i lost it.
and i cant begin to tell how much the wallet is worth.
the contents. the meaning of losing it.
crap.

and how timely to lose it before a driving lesson and churchwide bible study.
was even contemplating to give bs a miss with such a horrid day before something in me convinced me that nothing but being in His presence could soothe me and give me comfort.
no others can. where i tried looking for.

and so. that smth in me which convicted my carnal self was right.
i was so right at home during my whole time at the bs.
Thanks Holy Spirit a.k.a smth in me. (:

so now that i have an anorexic wallet.
which means: -Cashless (has been rectified).
- Cardless ('ll be rectified soon enough)
-Clueless (can't be rectified quick enough)
with these 3 Cs.
i will be praying that whoever took my wallet will have a change of heart soon enough and make an u-turn over his/her decision.
and RETURN ME!!

PRAY GUYS PRAY!! (:


-When it's right in your face.


Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

June 23, 2009

if only love is enough,

it has been real hectic these couple of days huh.
but i guess competition is often the driving force pushing me to work hard.

haven been sleeping much lately,
but then again i am not one to need much sleep.
although according to del, i would die without sleep.
literally.
haha.
i am not skeptical but ya.
i was tickled by the thought that if i died because of sleep due to sch work.
i would die a nerd. wth.

the past 2 weeks of hols.
i guess i did not utilise it fully huh.
i wanted to say more, but the flesh is weak. ha. :)



and we all know it is not.

June 09, 2009

i just wanna

write.

though i have no idea what i want to convey here.
nor could i make any sense of the tangled up thoughts up here.

shucks.
let me just update on a few matters.
i missed my FTT for the 3rd time already.
dang.
i have another scheduled one next wed.
some kind soul who happened to read this please give me a timely reminder yea?

its my hols now.
i should be on the countless projects, trying to complete them.
but apparently i have lost my way in the maze of life.
i wonder where is the nearest exit out of this spiral?

i've a sudden urge to go to the national museum.
just to check it out.
perhaps i will act on this peculiar urge soon enough.

PSP Go and iPhone 3GS are coming/ already out!!
and guess what?
Richard Li is gna stay in singapore.
whatthehell.
haha.

i just need to get a life man.
seriously serious.



-to proclaim freedom when you see no reprieve. yet.



Cupids Chokehold- Gym Class Heroes

June 08, 2009

Taking a step .

Backwards.

i've come to realize that when push comes to shove.
i can be pretty decisive.
especially important ones.

and so.
maintain the status quo then.

______________________________________________________________________

Exciting times are hard to come by nowadays.
so when some of us suggested to have a bike cum food trail.
imagine my bubbling excitement huh.

anyway boonkai helped me with the planning of the routes and searching for the imba food.
haha.
so the 10 of us set of from ECP at around 5- late due to the insensitive weather- toured a small part of the east side of the little red dot.
combing through the streets of Geylang and stopping by the Old Changi Road Hawker Center.
taking in the sights of old, yet not tattered buildings.
weaving through alleys on foot where tasty food resides.
capturing memorable moments on an seemingly out of place gadget.
building and strengthening bonds among people who are from different walks of life.

i think words just cant paint yesterday's experience.
so wait for photos huh.

prayer meeting was so-so today.
due to i guess fatigue accumulated from the tour and overnight playing at cal's house with some others as well.
fun. fun. fun.

looking forward to tmr's prayer meeting now.
determined to let this be a fruitful week in the spiritual realm.

So good. :)

-a state of mind


Prettiest Friend-Jason Mraz (anybody raising their hand?)

June 07, 2009

sometimes.

i would just sit back and really be thankful for everything in my life.
not that its exactly the best i would say.

But its definitely something or a life thus far to be appreciative of.
and i guess like someone ever said to me that its very unlikely to be able to have more than a few friends whom you are able to bare your heart to, share everything and not having to worry about what kind of person they will make you out to be.

'Cos they already know who and what you are.

this is certainly no deep shit.
as in nothing that you should not know.

so i am thankful for people like that in my life.
for their existence.
for their sheer presence.
for being around. always.

you guys know who you are. :)


Song: Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2 (how apt.)