The Veil: March 2008

Wakee-Up.

hey blog.

so went out with andrew and juanjie today.
haven seen each other or go out tgth for ages so it was a really good gathering.
went sakae. bowling. walk arnd.
dun have the energy to blog with details.
down with high fever.

i have so many wants man.

- DIGITAL CAM
- NEW HANDPHONE
- BERMS
- NEW SPECS
- NEW BAG

If only i have aladdin beside me. haha.

take responsibility for what has happened.
the excuses may be legitimate.
but it doesnt turn things round.
'cept for making you feel better.
hope you get it.

_STEP UP!

Step Up 2 is..... UNREAL.

Briana Evigan seriously makes you move man.
She's the girl.

Anyway Zone Comp round the corner guys.
You are only as strong as your weakest link so work as a team yupp.

everyone has a story.
wld you care to listen?

OFFLINE - in the world.

i always wondered how many lives i have impacted thus far.
or if impact is too powerful a word.
then touch should be a better substitute.

really. knowing that you have actually left an imprint in someone's life, it is a really gratifying feeling and experience.
but again most of us always seem too pre-occupied with our own matters that we neglect and failed to realize the presence of those around us.
a good comparison could be the world of msn and the world of the reality.
if u r always looking after own benefits and problems, taking for granted the presence of others in the world of reality.
then you are just "appearing offline".
the keyword here is "appearing".
the point is you are still in the world watching people and time goes by.
but the fact is that you are actually not participating.
and as time goes by, u wld have realize that you are entrapped in your own mini-world, thus not really possessing any solid relationships except with your own matters.
that could be a really sad thing.
esp when all of us craves for heart-warming relationships with at least one other person to experience love care and concern. of course it doesn't just refers to relationships btw different genders.

so what i actually mean is that we shld try as much as possible to extend ourselves beyond the boundary of our own mini-world and look out for one another.
it really isn't a difficult thing to do.

if after reading this, you think i m writing nonsense then so be it.
its just wad i feel at the moment anyway. yupp. :))

TALK IS CHEAP.
MAP OUT YOUR DESTINY IN LIFE.

wadda..yadda..

it really irks me sometimes how people could be so egoistic and full of themselves.
they wld tell the whole world that "look! i like her! how could she/he not like me?"
wah! this is the ultimate!
mabbe i am being critical here but ya i cant stand it.

anyway i am trying to be a frequent blogger here.
yepps. someone told me i am quite a sexist.
haha.thats new.maybe.maybe not.
just before it slips my mind.
calling out to all sj members out there.
if you guys have got ur sq or e division photos and if u dun mind.
send it to me! cos i wna develop them and put them in e storeroom for memories sake.
add to the existing collection. =)
yepp.

the stars are arising.
choose to be part of them.
or be the fallen ones.
it matters to the solitary one.
not so to the mass.
narcissism is the king's downfall.
apprehend and be liberated.

______my desire.

i always seem to take very long to update.
guess i dun really wan to publicize myself unless i really am very in the mood.
so to inform any ppl who haven got the much-publicized news.
i've got into leisure and resort management course in temasek poly.
i'm very much eagerly anticipating the start of school.
ROARRRR! haha.
and since i've much time.
i have been regularly going back to ahsjab.
e fri CCAs. e trngs. e camp. e debriefings.
and actually i realized i am most happy in ahsjab.
i love the times inside.
no matter the past.the present.whatsoever.
i have no misgivings about giving my time and committing to this aspect of my life.
i have no concrete reasons.
i guess it wld just be because i am the most natural-self when i am inside.
i do not worry about criticisms.
thus actually when gina or wanling they all actually ask if boon and i have no life or are we too free thus we go back so often, i was actually thinking to myself no.
i have other commitments too.
God. my friends. my passions. my part-time job.
it is just that i feel the laughters inside are the most natural i've heard in my whole life.ever.
the relationships are so real. so much so at times you feel u could just touch it with your both hands.
perhaps this are the reasons why seniors like hanwei junwei dianfang CC bixia jarrod jovin zhongkai and blah etc. so readily committed in the past.
and furthermore you dun have to worry about diff generations.
for example renice xinyin peiyun xiquan minle boon and me just had dinner at 18 chefs. bixia and boon and xavier and adeline and ws and me will have regular majong sessions.
you will seldom find such situations happening elsewhr.
thus i treasure esp the times i am enjoying now.

But what i am saying doesnt mean i am undermining God.
i trust in Him. i surrender myself to Him. and yes i recognize as the Lord and Saviour of my life.
to be truthful though. my first love in my life will always be AHSJAB.
most of the wonderful-lest memories in my life happened in this aspect of my life.
and to God i will give my best to him as well.

oh ya.i made a fantastic discovery.
try typing your name with another person's and see the number of results that appear.
from there you can see how much you impacted ppl or how much you were impacted.
it can be quite zi-lian though.lol.
try it!

-eager to chiong!