Freaking murdurous.

my present state of mind.

now i totally understand why people spend a fortune calling hotlines talking to strangers, pouring out their troubles and all. (not that i called before.)
perhaps it could be due to the fact that they have no friends.

or rather, it could be just that its so easy telling these stuffs to unrelated people who are so not judgmental.

this way, nothing would be withheld without any tinge of guilt nor worries.

Prayers.

have always been so ever comforting.

it has really been mind-boggling and troubling.
But praying over the phone with junxiang really helped.
you know how we always talk about helping people, blessing others?
it actually is very much a two-way street, i believe blessings will come our way if we start blessing others.
reap and you sow isnt it?

i was actually deciding against praying tgth due to the fact that i was very much troubled and all.
but boy, was i glad i dialed and prayed.
i feel so much better now.
alleviated all my troubles and worries.

Anyway, He really has amazing grace.
despite my slackiness in school, theres always open doors and opportunities for me to excel and show my worth.
Theres the Transnational Studies where i have the chance to stay in the school's apartment and live together with international students.
Then, theres also the Mandai Project where some of us are shortlisted to pitch a proposal to the relevant authority.
Thanks for everything.

God bless every tomorrows. (:



I love God,
I love my cellgroup.

Take my hand.

seriously.
screw Phil Dowd.
BIG TIME.
so pool went down to spurs.
totally predictable but. just cant register it.
whatever.

anyway, i was just onto Matt 9:8, "Now when the multitudes saw it, they marveled and glorified God, who had given such power to men."

it was like, in my face.
We, or rather i often forget that the authority, the talents we have come from Him and glorifying should be so easy, so desired.

nothing short of a revelation. but this should be like "Sure man, 've always been on it."
apparently not so for me, so i gna work on it.



Goodnight guys. (:

boiling.

thats what activity my blood is engaged in.

you know how some people get so uber religious?
they get me seething with anger. totally.
and its so not Christianity i am dealing with.
i mean, some medium telling you some vague stuffs and you get gaga over it?
GET A LIFE MAN!

or rather,
GET YOUR ESTEEM UP MAN!


damnit

What do i love...

So. it has been really amazing these past months.
i mean. really amazing. or to quote from HIMYM, LEGEN... wait for it...DARY!!

haha. i am really hooked on the series. no joke. its real awesome.

okay this is suppose to be on "what do i love..."

its just gna be like a remembrance blogpost kinda thingy? just a casual list.

so i love....

okay its gna be a long list.
whatever, to cut the long story short...

okay no story.
i hate typing nowadays.

AND....

CONGRATULATIONS MARGARET KOH! DAPH SU AND LIM KANG WEI!!
I DARE SAY ITS BEEN AN AWESOME WALK. NO. I MEAN IT MUST HAVE BEEN 'AN OVERFLOWING WITH AWESOME' WALK WITH GOD DURING THESE 5MONTHS FOR YOU GUYS.

i am really happy for you guys!
real sure your future would rock man!
I daresay it would be - what the word? LEGENDARY.







Its been a long time coming.
you know it. whoosh!(: